A real black Friday


I thought I saw my life flashing before my eyes.

I thought I saw a reality without my mother in it and I couldn’t even imagine how horrible it would be.

I thought I saw my own mortality.

I thought I saw my tenuous grip on normal life slip quietly away.

I thought I saw depression looming like a black cloud on my horizon.

I thought I saw a different person inside my body, and know that it could become real.

And I know I see heartache that will never end.

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